Beyond the Pain

It is frustrating as hell to feel so good yesterday and in
so much pain today.

Yesterday I felt ALIVE, free, my brain was full of energy,
ideas. I felt silly and happy, amorous and flirty.

Now the pain is back. I can barely type because my upper
arms are being crushed. I have those pains in my hips bones like huge knives
have been thrust into them. It's hard to sit because my ass is so sore. 

Jennifer and I were talking yesterday about the Gift of Pain
and she said something like, “some days we can accept the Gift and other days
we can’t!”

Amen! I’m having real trouble today with my Gift.

I am pain free today … YEAH!

But, after having been in severe pain for 4 days, the thoughts in my brain are scampering like mice chased by a cat on acid!

Oooh! So many ideas! So many things I could do!

Oooh! I'm distracted and gotta go.